Well, sorry if I hurt your little feelings by being so paranoid as you put it, but I'm very fond of going home at the end of my shift to my family. If that means keeping my guard up against the majority of people who aren't a threat to me, as opposed to letting it down for a second against the one who is a threat, then that's what I'll do. I've been in enough fights to know that a split second lapse in judgment can cost you dearly. Apparently you haven't... I wish I still had your innocent view