Work ethics, pride in a job well done, actually earning my paycheck. In this day and age those terms sound out of place almost hokie. This line of work is not for everyone and is not easy. Some days (nites) when I get home I want to wake the wife to just talk about how Fvked up people are and the world would be better off if they all were culled from the heard. Other nites you drink a beer and play video games to lessen the blow and distract your mind from what you have seen. Then on that extremity