You're probably a lying S.O.B. living in a fantasy world of how you wish your life was, but that's ok as long as you can live with yourself is what matters. You are like that cop in New Albany who almost got fired for saying "those people" should not have been given rights and now he's on tv looking stupid trying to clean up his words and the same people he secretly hated are the ones to judge if his fat arse should stay in public service just like you. The difference is he got exposed, but you