Don't listen to your past partners? You mean the people that would know you better than anyone else? Who cares what your numbers look like? I know plenty of guys who look good on paper but they're jacknuts in real life. You talk about the family being broken yet you go against the SWAT tradition of how members are selected? Creating waves with a tight knit group of guys is an awesome way to keep "the family" strong. Oh and please tell me what you even know about SWAT? You're nothing but a legend