Sounds like Jill has gone overboard with self-pity. Don't make excuses about how your bad day made you speed, not do your job, neglect your family, or do stupid things like not changing out of a uniform with blood on it. Policing can be a thankless, high stress, dangerous job, but then so can many others, some of which they don't make dozens of TV shows about. Try running into burning buildings, patrolling in Iraq, or working in a pediatric burn unit for a few years and compare that with the "high