Who cares what you care about? You are acting out because you were told that's how you're supposed to act. Nobody likes drug dealers but don't try to act like you have spent most of your career busting drug dealers and now you're hardened from your hard work dealing with them. You come across as a miserable twerp. I bet your family is impressed with your war stories from LMPD. They're the only ones who will buy your büllshït, mate.