You're talking to me as if I'm you. Do you talk to yourself a lot? I've got over 20, have never been successfully sued and have been in multiple armed encounters. I chose to go after the high impact positions rather than write tickets, do DUI stops or sit in some easy money office spot off the street dispensing coffee to freeloaders for the major on demand like a f--king Keurig machine. That rant sounds like you've got some resentment towards young officers whose pace is a little faster than yours.