If your thinking definitively of suicide, just do it. Make sure you have you finances in order, the room you are in must be covered in plastic wrap. write a note. If you know that talking to someone will not change your mind than take responsibility for what will come in the aftermath. this recent case tried to kill an officer with her one shot she got off one round, the bullet traveled just inches away from a swat teams member's head. The way god in every religion across the nation besides "Islam"