If you think you're in a safe job just because you lay down, you're wrong. Retired on duty guys who exist in the "white zone" are the most likely to get hurt one day. The next time you're helping a stranded motorist it could be an armed meth head parolee with nothing to lose who's not going back to prison. Either get your head back into the job or find a new occupation before your laissez faire view of things ends up costing a lot more than your "easy paycheck"