Crystal, If you are reading this, you are not going to work for another police agency ever again. I don't say that out of hate, I'm just saying it to advise you to give up your quest and move on. You have violated the public trust and it is irreversible. You need to rest and think about your future in ways that do not involve police work. You are a liability and a jury will never award you your position back. I hope others will learn from what you did. MC