You can't understand the job I do. So what's different, you ask, of me than you? You see the beauty of life each day and take for granted the part I play. You can go home and leave your troubles behind, but I am who I am, no matter the time. To carry a gun and not to abuse it, and praying to God I won't have to use it. Everyday to be willing to risk my life, wondering if, again, I'll see my children and my wife. In Blue or Green I'm still easy to see so there's really never a safe place to be. When