Everyone is devastated that you lost your ability to work 10 hour days. As a matter-o-fact, I come here every day to check on the latest musings and laments in your continuing saga of self pity and despair. I wish I knew your true name so that I might befriend you on Facebook to receive status updates in real-time in the hope that an actual one-on-one relationship might develope. I'm sure that you are an absolute joy to be around in real life. In the meantime...keep taking your meds and keep up